I gotta say,
I may not be the best person today
or tomorrow,
I might even leave you in sorrow
break your heart
puncture it without thought
you'll be like, please Raj Stop


They'll say,
he's just looking to play
looking to slay
looking every which way
he's too into himself
no need for self-help
to CONTINUE his hubris ways
programmed to be self-involved 100% of the day

but ya know what you won't see?
from day to day
from the big bang to early next may
and ultimately at the end of the day
Ima do me

and I'm sorry
But I'm me
and I just mean
that I might be mean,
less meaningful than you can percieve,
please, believe
I'm an asshole living in an imaginary castle
unable to grieve
for the sea of reasons that you got against me


and I gotta be honest
Im hyped evertime I meet a new you
wanna get to know the who,
what, when,
be your friend,
send my love again and again
then, all of a sudden
i'm a stop, drop routinely
disapear better than houdini
you'll go looking and even if I was right next to you
you wouldn't see me

and when I come back
You'll feel like you got smacked
like your emotions were hacked
tell me to pack
send me on my way
consider me dead and soulless
less soulfull than the holes in whole block of swiss
leave me without a hug and a kiss

but ya know what you won't miss?
from day to day
from the big bang to early next may
and ultimately at the end of the day
Ima do me

And I won't apologize for wanting to know more
I won't apologize for being a man-whore

for doing everything I can to score
rewriting my bible to tell my own lore
for loving my life more and more
loving my mistakes more than my success
i'll never give up a life where I'm meant to impress
or be the best

shit

I'll never be a genius at one thing,
cause I want to be the king
of 10 million little things
I'll NEVER change the way MY song SINGS
I'll never CLEAN my GOLD so it BLINGS
I'll never hold you so close that it STINGS
I'll never yell I love you
At least not loud enough that it rings

And maybe I'll write the rest of my page solo
maybe they'll send me to mars alone,
as I hashtag YOLO
maybe I was meant to have all the friends
and feel Hollow
wallow
emotionally naked in my towel
with an unmatched scowell mysteriously hidden
by a familiar grin
molded by miles of sin
empty as a man made of tin

haha
yeah
I get it,
Raj,
good for you to admit it
you did it,
did fabulous,
grabbing ass across half the atlas
someone give this guy an award
cuz this badass is horribly bad
and an ass for having us
RUININ R TIME
BY FILLING our minds
with CRASS
splashing our ASS
with SASS
goddamn Raj, its a blast!

haha
my bad guys
I love ya'll
and even tho that statement may feel small
minute, miniscule, microscopic
not even today's main topic
its all I got until I can find a way to stop it


but ya know what you won't see?
from day to day
from the big bang to early next may
and ultimately at the end of the day
Ima do me